Saturday, 19 April 2008

  • ka baa boom

    yesterday was not my day. first of all, the management people upset me. their choices of words, the way they talked, the way i've been treated, and etc. upset me.

    then, roster's out. FUCKING upset. .i have all the daily flights in the world plus the FUCKING FTL London flight.

    work was alright. no complaint except i was bitching about my FUCKING roster.

    then, i was so so down when i get back. i almost break down when i was inna aerotrain! thinking about how am i suppose to get through NEXT MONTH?

    i needed to talk to Leon so badly. from the afternoon. but he was damn busy. this, i knew.

    when i was inna aerotrain, i was contemplating to call. my right brain battling with left. one saying that i should wait till the day after because Leon is dead tired, arrived from Manila that morning and catching the red eye for work plus all the meetings for the Manila follow up yada yada. left is saying, what the heck, i needed to explode!

    yesterday i decided i will be in silent zone for a week for Leon.

    this morning, with my head bit ting tong from last night out and boose, i picked up the call and immediately listening attentively to Leon otherside of story. then only i realised, this guy fucking smart. bang bang bang bang bang explaining he was having FUCKING DAY yesterday. gosh, i could imagine how fuck it is because i was having the same shite.

    damn it. i laugh. bout my aborted declaration of silent zone!. mission aborted. boyfriend is too smart to play me out!

    although i never live together under one roof with any life partner of mine, i could imagine if this thing happen.

    like, i'm having a fucking bad day, needed to trash it out to your soul mate. so happen ditto case. how should one react? i know in my case, i should have wait till today. but i was too down.

    GUESS, if in case we were living together, perhaps i could see how is he doing as well. before i blurt. perhaps, the best thing to soothe our messy mind, raging heart, beaten day could be snuggle up under his arms, with hot milk (a bottle of beer(s) is an options)! hear his heart beat and relax...lazy... and sigh...a relieve sigh, at least i am here in my love one's arm, feeling his warmth and listening his heart beat- as an additional background music...

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